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What and if are two words non threatening as words can be but put them together side by side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life?.

           I was a senior student when i first heard this quote from the movie Letters to Juliet starring Amanda Seyfried who I first saw from the movie Mamma Mia and ever since I fell in love with quote itself I mean it is true that whenever we have the biggest regrets in our life this two words would be the only question we kept on asking ourselves. Regrets can slow down the progress of our life itself since the time continues to flow forward towards the future with our presence stagnating on our past. The reason why I tried to accept things as it is,of course I do find myself asking sometimes but i always move myself to reality and face the future with hope and dreams since I know that I do not have the power to change my past but still I know that I have the power to change the course of my future with my present self and with that I can keep my feet forward towards the unknown future.

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Drooling over an asian dude for the first time!

Tall, Dark and Handsome!! =))

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Falling in love is always a part of a person’s life, Many people especially the ones gong through puberty has always been looking forward to the day they would finally experience the taste of it.  First Loves are exceptionally the memorable of all the relationship we go through life and probably experiencing the hardest part where we had to let go. We go through pain and sadness but at the same time we experience the bliss of our first date and up to our first kiss.

Not all of our first love might have been successful but I know the lesson it gave to us has been the one that would help us the most in our future ones. It would always be a part of us reminding us how bittersweet life would be and how somehow we would get through and love for the better :)

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jeiar:

But you didn’t have to cut me off. Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing. I don’t even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough. No, you didn’t have to stoop so low. Have your friends collect your records and then change your number. Guess that I don’t need that though.

Now you’re just somebody that I used to know.

First of all, the reason why I decided to give my post the title Marshies it is because this about my 2nd year Highschool niece who already has a boyfriend okayy, so maybe i need to calm myself down a bit. But sa totoo lang! Hindi nga?? Parang 2nd year! Tas ni hindi pa ata nagreredtide yun! Tas ganun?!

Haaaaaayss~ Mga kabataan talaga ngayoon! Grabe na kung magisip at alam na talaga kagad ang mga love love samatalang nung second year ako nanunuod pa ako ng spongebob. Lol. Pero hindi nga.

Grabeh. Feeling ko tuloy tatatanda na akong dalaga! 

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Last night I slept late which was a usual thing for me but not because of the same reason of me marrying my computer the whole night instead I had a “Heart to heart” talk with my Grandmother (My father’s mom), well to give you a bit of a background about her, the best word i could describe her is that she’s feisty. Yeah you heard it right.

Anyways, Last night she told me the story of her life and how she raised her family being a workaholic person that does anything to feed her family. I listened to as she weaved the story she must have been proud telling me and how she got to where she is now and how she didn’t regret anything she had done with her life. How she cope with the lost of her loved one and many obstacles she successfully got over with. And to be honest it was inspiring, I mean, I always tell myself life is so hard but now, I can say it is but still I am thankful I haven’t face the odds my Grandmother did.

One thing I was thankful for the most though? I’m thankful she had given birth to a wonderful man who became a great father to me. She did her best to tend to her 10 children and she did a great..no AWESOME job with what I thought no one could ever do.

“Kung kaya ng isang taong gawin ang bagay na iyon ibig sabihin kaya ko rin, parepareho lang naman ang kapasidad ng mga tao imbes nga lang kung doktor siya ta nagoopera syempre hindi ko naman kaya magopera dahil wala akong knowledge tungkol dun pero kung sa kakayahan lang..Lahat tayo kaya natin basta pursigido ka.”

SABOG *CONFETTI* Bongga ni Lola, anywayys my niece and I are going to accompany her for the two weeks.. Well I hope we’ll be fine =))

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Just a little while ago my favorite cousin and her boyfriend left for Manila because of their work that would resume on Wednesdayy, anyways about that…This last few days that I had spent with both of them,honestly I can’t help but feel jealous them well, not because I have a cousin complex but what I mean is the sweetness of their relationship. I can see other couples when I’m at school, malls and even some of my friends have their own relationships but they don’t make me feel empty unlike when i see my cousin and her boyfriend. I mean, I honestly don’t think about those stuff yet when they’re around I found myself wonderin what would it feel to have someone to lean to other than your friends.

Someone to love and someone who would cherish you and someone who will make you feel loved in return.

There are things in their relationship that i really liked and what i loved the most is their silly antics whenever they talked to each other they doesn’t seem to be in an intimate relationship but instead they act just like friends but you can still see the sweetness in their eyes like they are lost for each other and yes, I love that quality. I guess I’m pretty lonely when reality slap itself and make me say that sometimes it sucks to be alone but heyy! I always look at the brighter side and do things that I wouldn’t be able to do when I have a partner. I still have my friends and right now I’m really content with what I have though I hope that somedayy, maybe 5 years or so. I would also find the one who’d make me smile like my Future “Cousin in law” does to my Ate. =)

By the way, this is a Reaaaall stoooleen shot from my webcam :)